While at the moment, I can’t complain too much….(although if you give me a moment…I’ll think of something), here’s what’s going on.

Obviously, my oldest is due in February with probably a girl that appears to be healthy. Yay!!…Thank you God….I’m sure Jack’s not going to be all that happy after the first day or so. But you never know. My oldest is 15 months older than The Princess’s, mom and we helped her believe that she was her new baby as well as ours and I don’t remember any jealousy and animosity until they were teens. Of course then all H-E-double hockey sticks broke out more than a few times… but I don’t think Jack is aware of things yet.

I’m much better, the thing is that I probably don’t need a SSRI’ I just need time and a purpose to get me past my feeling of sadness. It all began on my sister’s birthday which coincided with The Princess’s not coming to my house everyday, (my sister’s birthday was days after mine and 4 days before Chelle’s) and I just began thinking about things never being the same, etc….The Lexapro raised my seretonin levels too much and my body thought it was on speed or something.

Once the Lexapro got out of my system, I began to function back nearly normal. I’m still depressed, but that’s also  caused by The Princess’ not being here, Chelle’s cancer and other things.  This too shall pass.

Right now, Chelle’s in the hospital, she developed what is known as radiation pneumonia and feels pretty crummy, but a bone scan shows that the cancer has not metastasized (as of yet) and according to her oncologist, he’s only had 2 patients with a negative bone scan go on to later having bone cancer in this age group. All in all it’s good news, she’s basically got pneumonia and feels like cr*p and actually does not want to leave the hospital yet.

 One of the drawbacks to all this is that the hospital is in FT and it takes about 45 minutes to an hour to get there. That means I have to leave Lola all day to entertain herself for 8-9 hours and the trash seems to be her favorite thing.

Still working on getting my knee fixed…if any of my dear readers know much about insurance from the inside of how things work….especially something called the RAP Provision….email me and I’ll go into detail and perhaps you can give me a few pointers.

Fall is on it’s way…. the temps have begun to come down into the 80’s and the leaves are falling,

One thing is certain…. time goes on no matter anyone’s problems or joys…. and it’s true…everything does pass eventually, and God’s always in charge.